I'm waiting for the sun to rise...

Hrmm.
About me?
Let’s see.

I’m absolutely crazy. No joke. I should probably be in a mental hospital. I love all the little things in life. Just give me a box and I’ll be happy. Don’t believe me? Well that’s fine because I don’t need you too. I still get kid’s meals whenever I go to any fast food place. I just love the toys! I’m truly a kid at heart and I don’t ever want to change. I do love my family though sometimes they can be a pain. My friends are my life though. Literally. Without them I honestly don’t think I would have made it this long. And that’s not some emo ‘I hate my life tear tear’ bullshit. I love my life. There are just some things that I’ve been through that I wouldn’t have been able to deal with without my friends. (Speaking of emo, I’m sorry but there is no such thing. You can’t classify someone as emo. Umm hello, everyone has emotions. So then technically, EVERYONE is emo. Anyways… back to me, because that’s what this is supposed to be about.) I love color. I love bright things. But I also love black and white. I’m a sucker for old movies. But it depends on the movie. I need music like you need oxygen. I love how I can listen to a song over and over and over and feel different every time I hear it. I’m not one of those ‘I only listen to blah’ people. I LOVE music. From Britney Spears and Miley Cyrus to Emery and underOATH.  If the song is catchy, I can relate to it, or it has a good beat then I’m fine. I may like one song by a band but still hate their music. It’s that simple. I love to sing though I’m completely tone deaf, besides my music is too loud to hear me sing anyway.  I love school. I don’t know why but I love learning.  So there’s a guy in my life. I like him. He is older but it doesn’t bother me. I like him and I hope that he likes me. I am completely random. As you can tell, I jump from one thing to the next with no transition. I love life and I wish I could live forever. I want to know how things will pan out. I want to see the world. I want to be famous but that will never happen. I’m too shy yet at times I can be very outgoing. I’m such a perfectionist about whatever I’m create that I hate doing anything like writing or drawing, yet I love to do them. I make fun of myself constantly.  It’s just easier make fun than to actually change I guess. I only like two things about myself, my eyes and my hair, though I wish my eyes were green and my hair was naturally straight. See, somehow I always find the negative in any situation yet I don’t think I’m a negative person. I love to talk and am VERY talkative. I can’t spell. Even simple words sometimes. How retarded. If I call you a bitch, slut, whore bag, it’s just my way of saying I love you. But that’s only if you’re my friend. As I already said I like kid things. Like right now I love Elmo. He’s just awesome! Ummm, well I guess I should mention the basics. My name is Carolyn, Karo for short. I love my friends. I’m a graduate from Calvin Nelms Charter High School. Gah that’s a mouthful. I have a little past the shoulder length black hair. I plan on bleaching all of my hair at some point at in my life. I fully believe in tattoos and piercings and I plan on getting a couple. I love make-up. it’s one of my many vices. I have brown-ish hazel eyes that are hidden behind my glasses. I wear head bands daily. I’m a jeans and t-shirt kind of girl. But I do love to dress up.

So… There’s probably A LOT more I could add but I think I’m going to stop. I’ve been working on and off this for a while now. If there’s anything that I didn’t mention and you’re just dying to know then message me. And congratulations on reading this. You win nothing and lose time from your life that you can never get back. Way to go. And don’t think that just because you read this you know me. I change constantly.

I am:
me
awesome
a kid at heart
a nerd
loved
a best friend
a sister
a pacifist
a catholic

I like:
reading
gore, horror, and suspense movies
doing my hair and make-up
tumblr
photography
music
my friends and family
Jesus
school
art
writing
animals
singing
equal rights
aim
nature